Skip to main content

It was your cursed words that I have lost self-confident! Part 1

If you want to hurt me, just kill me! Don’t play with my feeling by poisoning my heart with WORDS. 

Most of our sorrow is from losing someone dear of unfortunate circumstances;  death. Never less we get hurt easily while we didn’t get the recognition of our hard work, that pay rise, promotion that we have been waiting for so long. We are grieving from broken heart and yet, there is something that we couldn’t ever forget but we accept to forgive; the words of a promise.

Whatever I go, a part of me is dying. I can’t take it back nor make it as brand new step again. Every second we breathe is a goodbye to our young life. Yet, we are awake but our eyes are not fully wide open as it should be.

Our world is surrounded of violence, crime and war that most of the time, we are praying strongly that it is not our family or close friends who was stabbed to death in their flat while they were sleeping. We keep worrying as our children leave our home to join a new life in adventures but could be a dangerous final destination. The pain is hard to bare, the scars will be seen and most of the time, we thank Lord that the person didn’t have to see what their life will be if they have survived.  

Without any scars of evidence, what is the most painful weapon that could kill us constantly?

We think that knife is the dangerous weapon that will kill our feeling forever. We think that the sword is the right weapon to hurt our true feeling to the one who is about to betray us. We think the gun is going to take our pain in one shot. We think that losing the beauty of our image is the hardest weapon that will take away our self-confidante.

Could I be wrong with my thought about the impact that those weapons can affect our life! But believe it or not, can also leave ugly scars!

Never less, what could hurt us the most in this world out of the weapons?

In everyday life we heard words from different meanings from asking, responding, playing, joking, crying, and laughing. But what will we do when we heard the wows of cursing! The answer to that will be the silence. The silence is the best remedy that we could apply to avoid serious consequences that we may going to regret till the end of our life!

Yes! People can hurt us without any weapon in their hands or what wherever. The key of their strong weapon is a WORD. Yes! A word can destroy our heart. A word can torn us down to darkness. A word can create a serious depression. A word can give us heart attack. A word is a scar of our failure to stand our fight without an evidence of seeing it. Not one could see how people can hurt us with their words unless we are talking about it to our friends, family, partner or anyone who is willing to hear our pain.

The words that are leading to our sorrow of being stabbed straight into our face are various. Those words can be seeing while we have being bullied, assaulting, victimising, discriminating and been mistreated. Unless we have experienced of how some people hated us and not hesitating to say words that will affect our deep feeling, we will not understand how those words are taking away our trust of who we are.  

Scandalous or facts? 


Popular posts from this blog

A smile doesn't cost anything.

We fought for freedom We fought for power We fought for money We fought for spotlight We fought for liberty
And yet all of those fights are for what?
For many centuries men fought for freedom to speak freely and yet it seems never enough to appreciate the good result from it. We keep fighting for something that even the government has not the answer of what is the resource of it.
For many centuries men fought to rule the world and yet it seems more we have the power to give an order more we want to undervalue other believes.
For many years we fought for our selfishness to destroy anything that it is a front of our road. What the amazing of our greedy action is that we think we are untouchable.  We put some people’s life into our misery behaviour each day.
Life is a journey to learn from our mistakes.
Scandalous or facts we have had lot of errors that happened since the early centuries to learn from. Why that is in nowadays we still ask to fight about something that it is not …


How far we will go to take our revenge because of the hate that we have in our mind, soul and heart? Each day when we are taking the bus, the tube or the train our day is started with a bad mood. Not because we wanted that way but sometimes it is because of people we meet in our journey. Those people indirectly tend to contaminate our mind with negativity.
Certainly we didn’t ask for it but it happens.
In our daily life they are people who hate us for some reasons. Those people could be our family, friends or even we. The source of the hate is coming from jalousie. Yes, the hate is started from the desire to be someone that we are not. Yes, the hate came from a desire to have someone’s life at any cost. We become greedy and keen to do what need to be done to save our image. The hate drives us into destroying someone’s life in exchange of job title. The hate drives us to emotionally bullying to an individual just because we can’t stand to see the beauty of our co-workers. The hate d…

The dishonest love

How many women / men think that they have met the person of their dream? How many women / men believe that they have found their love destiny? How many women / men know that we married an honest kind? It is facts that the true love does exist even if it takes strong storm before we met the rare diamond. It is facts that the true care is out there but sometimes we have to struggle before we can enjoy the happy ever after.
Scandalous or facts we need to be sure that when our partner undervalued us with a small sign in daily life; we shouldn’t fear to talk about it before it is becoming constant verbal insult. 
Scandalous or facts we need to react sooner when our partner said that without him/ her we were nothing if they weren’t there; we are with the wrong partner – runaway.
A true partner shouldn’t ever underestimate us from our weakness. A true partner shouldn’t ever take their pride from our past failure by specifying that if they weren’t there to light our path we were still i…