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My, Yours, Theirs, Ours Calling :)

I was born.

For what purpose?

I don't have any clue. One thing I am sure I didn’t ask to be part of this new world.

But I am here. I am learning new things every day.

Looking back when I was that baby boy...

Strangely I can't remember how I used to look when I was a baby.
I can't remember what the test of my mum’s milk is. I can't remember when I did my first steps.
I can't remember when I taste the real food for the first time. I can't remember when my mum stop wiped my little bum.
I can't remember when I cried and for what reason? I can't remember what the first word that I said was.
I can't remember any faces that pleased to play or babysit me while parent is away for work or leisure.

Yeah! Yeah!

I know what you are going to tell me.

The new technology made it simple. My parent must have some video recorded with me walking around the house, the garden.
A video contains funny image doing things that back then, was so sweet and charming.
A video that I can always get back to it and see how cute, funny, ugly, loving little boy I was.

But I am not really looking forward to watch that video - nor today nor tomorrow.

But here I am. An innocent boy who is trying to find my way and do whatever is the purpose that I am here for.

My name is Nini and how old I am? Huh! I don't know. But it won't matter if I do tell you or not how old I am.

This story isn't really about my ages, it is more about "My, your, their, ours calling".


Don't be. Be curious and blessed, I will say.

I am not sure where to start with my little story.

Shall I start with my personal life?
Shall I start with my journey with the family?
Shall I start what I think about the globe?
Shall I start with my personal view about people, the globe and it systems?
Or shall I start of what I observed and think about people that did collide into my life so far?

It isn't hard decision to make; I guess I want to make sure that you will be interested to read my short journey.

What is about our journey? Indeed!

We all have our own definition of "Journey". 
We all have our own ways to perceive the meaning of "Journey".
In summary, we will perceive its definition based on our best interest.

Therefore, I can say different type of definition about the word "Journey" but if it doesn't fit your self-interest; you won’t listen, you won't care or you won't even pay intention.

Don't say I am wrong, because you know that what I am saying is true, real, facts, honest.

Okay! You can lie to me, but your can't lie to your own soul.

I am been exaggerated or just been me.


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